Dawn is breaking.. but will my daylight arrive?



yesterday night i guess,
i felt at my lowest.
just by thinking about the gloomy future in front of me,
the loss of direction of where to go,
the feeling of being left behind,
simply unlatched those floodgates.
sigh.

i am greatly comforted by the concerns of my friends..
be it close or far, you know who you are :)
thanks for standing by me, praying for me, listening to me, encouraging me.
thanks.

Hoping for the best,
Lady Luck please shine over me.

Bliss can be very simple.
For me, bliss equates to friends!

Today, yukai and i went to visit our poor changsheng
who's got an injured knee.
(Owww.. looks painful to me!)
First trip to his house and cs mummy was really friendly to us hehe.
Made him a simple card and we bought red grapes and kiwi for him.
MUST get well soon oky :)
We went to JP for dinner at Jia Xiang Mian~
(jiaxiang jiaxiang jiaxiang? MIAN MIAN MIAN!)
i've never eaten noodles that come with abalone before man!!
QQ 滑滑的~ 好吃!
after which we went to 记得吃 for some delightful desserts..!
yukai with his durian paste with pomelo sago (pomela =p)
changsheng with his whitewhite almond paste
me with my mango beancurd.
all of them were amazingly yummy.
must try must try!

MY OH MY. never knew YK can be so goondu!
he actually brought home the TV remote control from CS's house!
wahahaha.. can you imagine that?
he even said he'd prefer to steal CS's childhood pillow!!
eeeeyer ~.~ but im sure everyone has one of theirs too!
emitting a wide range of 'fragrance' and flavour.. =p

"Begin with the end in mind."
Why not this way?
I go into the army thinking that i'll strengthen myself,
both physically and mentally. And then emerge as a Man.
Must do what you say mah :x wahha.
说到做到.

on a last note, 1O June is coming! Ending soon~
TAKECARE MMR (:



Love, is doing things together!

My first times of my life this week!

My first time eating sushi buffet,
My first time sitting in felicia's car.
My first time seeing 'so many' stars on Henderson Waves bridge at night!

Guess what? There were like streams of couples flowing past me just now.
Suddenly, i feel so out of place.
Like it's a place meant for couples only!
waaaa..
Caught the X-Men recently and it thought it was really good :)
The moon's lonely,
but the stars are not.

in time to come, mine will arrive :P
MAYBE?

ZJZWDXD.

sigh. how are we suppose to do that?
its gonna be tough tough tough..
then again, it all boils down to one thing ultimately-
himself.
whether or not he wants to change and i clearly know that all these, takes...
time.

sigh. why am i so bothered by it?
when im not supposed to?
whywhywhy?
if only we can return to those times..!

Someday, everyone needs someone somehow
who's somewhere.
True False?

9 of May wuth OHANA.


Really.
we had much fun!
Fish and Co. at The Glass House,
Maxie's Balcony,
and those late-night horror movies..
what fond memories that'll be..
:)


FISH and CO.
wow wow wow~
the serving size of the food was so BIGGG that most of us couldn't finish it!
how wasteful..
stingray, new york fish and chips, seafood platter +
swordfishy.
i think that the calamareees tasted even better than my swordfish lo!
angie, you shd really give them another try!! ahah.
Hows ya Xiao Blonde doing? Did she kick you anot?
whahaha.
And somehow i got crowned as the Bimbo of the Year!
*batts eyelashes*
@-@
yay i beat Zhiwei!




MAXIE'S PROPERTY.

Here, which i feel that was the highlight of the day!!
weeee.. we took numerous hilarious piccas up there man.
抢镜头大赛 i call it :D
where everyone was trying to get their highest 曝光率 in the photo!
i never knew Ohanies can be THAT violent (seh~)
:O
i even got pushed to the ground - __ -
when everyone else ran amOk!
sQueezing and pushing their way through to get to the camera.
luckily theres still my dear YY who picked me up!
Out of sympathy.
and wheres my Angie?!?!!
eeeeeyer you :P
At 2am,
came the cake-cutting session and we sang our Happy Birthday song to MAXIE~
heheeh i wonder what wish did he make.
Angie and me bought a Lucky Pen for him..
[and the pen had JUST one four-leaf clover embedded in it :( ]
we hoped you'll like it, maxie!!



And then,
we took turns to pompom before popping into bed to watch
The Haunted School.
Imagine SEVEN people on ONE bed.
:S
SQUEEEEEEZE ah!
though i didnt sleep very well...
company was all that counts!
and im absolute that everyone enjoyed themselves~ =D


lastly...
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!
love u mami.


There's still no news yet... and i feel sad.
:(
when will the letter for me arrive?

Dear Diary,


On 3O April..

Maxie: "Tommorow have to go to hospital already."

And why?

Maxie: "Cos it's Labour Day."

HAHAAHAAA!
><

On that day, we caught our first ever midnight movie,
in the entire 18/19 years of life!
AMAZING :x
plssss dont ever, zever watch Friday the 13th.
unless you'd like to learn a disgusting array of killing methods,
not forgetting some.. ahem. sexual scenes...
*pukes* (ohhh jason~~ where are you~)
we played Bridge all night long till around 5am before embarking on
Child's Play, yet another thriller.
We slept at a good 7am oky :S bushed.


On 2 May..

Finally, the highly anticipated day has arrived!

Ohana's very own singing contest, 2OO9.
yes! high-spirits, we were in.
and guess whos the overall winner? :P
hehehe *waves jubilantly*

weeehoo~ we sang so many songs,
laughed non-stop...
especially when it came to the 大合唱:
勇气 and 丝路..
must wait for the bounce bounce bALL~
wahahaha fun SEH.
(wah copy maxy already!)




and this yy ah, copy me lor.
i cant believe we wore the top of the same colour for the day - _ -
CPC!!!
feeling contented for we sang our duets today...!
(:


ohyes, the army stories shared by maxie, rui and zhuangwei
seriously humoured me alotalot la!
i admit i have a veli low threshold for laughter.. happy?


so GUYS (OR girlys, to be specific)
tell me tell me MORE~ tell me MORE tell me tell me!
-Originated from Gimme More by Britney Spears.















Good Night!
Aw, what a happy day for me with my besties.
是你带我找到另一个天堂
we're happy tOgether!

p.s. Restaurant City issss fun!
And im looking forward to Maxie's Birthday Cele next week~ :D