You're beautiful.

Last Friday, I volunteered to help in bringing BRPS students to NTPS!!
NTPS was where I did my contract teaching for 1.5 years,
where much of my fondest teaching memories linger.
I miss the people, I miss my students. How could i not go you tell me?! (:

After 3 years, I set foot on the familiar school compound and i saw many familiar faces around.
Heart smiled. But alas, few students recognized me, but i felt it was okay.
One girl even commented that I went for plastic surgery >_<
Tapped on a student and he turned around,
the first reaction he had was "Ehh? Hello." in a calm tone with a surprised look on his face.
Martin was the first student who could actually recognize me. I was so happy.

I have a soft spot for this student particularly. Once during Meet-The-Parents session,
I got to know that his mother has passed away due to cancer. He was only Primary 2.
I teared, for i know there will always be an eternal empty space in his life that will never be filled up.
Has he ever experienced love from his mother?
Those delicious home-cooked dishes, those never-ending nagging,
those hugs & kisses. A mother's list of love goes on forever...

He wanted my number, because he said he lost it 3 years ago.
He didn't have a pen and that his handphone was going flat.
So he thought of an idea. Later he will buy a pen and I will write on his arm.
And so I did. I was so touched by him.

Before I left, managed to snap of photo of us WHEEE!! (:
Though it was blurry, I'm really really happy.
Martin, thanks for remembering me.
I'm so heartened that you've found your passion- Soccer.
Can't wait to see you shine in life next time.



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Last Saturday, went for an audition together with Yy!
Zirui went too, even though he did not take part.
His presence was a moral pillar for the both us.
A tangible one. I didn't feel nervous anymore.

Even though we may not get in,
I'm still grateful that the we went through it.
We'll get more and more confident with experience!

Singing will be always be my passion.
I will always remember last Friday and Saturday.
Thanks Yy and Zhangzirui!! (:

不抱怨的世界。

你是个爱抱怨的人吗？
最长对何事产生抱怨？

抱怨的坏处：
1）变得十分弱势 （无能为力）
2）放弃自我成长 （不愿负责）
3）永远无法变强 （降低能力）
4）产生消极思维 （极度悲观）
5）破坏人际关系 （让人反感）
6）成为悲剧人物 （心想事成）
7）吸引抱怨的人  （效果放大）

“生命像一把盐。该承受多少痛苦，这些盐不多不少。
人总是抱怨，痛苦太多，快乐太少。
可是抱怨时，忽略自己的选择。
你可选择将盐放入装水的杯子。
你可选择将盐放入湖泊。
这些盐在湖泊中稀释，
还会令人难受吗？”


从今天开始，养成正向思考、积极行动的［勤感恩］习惯，让幸福快乐长相左右！(:

杯子或是湖泊，由你自己选择。

To forgive is to be forgiven.

"Rather get hurt in loving, than to have never loved at all." 

懂得原谅别人的人，才是真正懂得爱自己的人。

坦诚相对的心愿，今天终于实现.. (: 

真的好开心，你让我看清自己。

感谢生命中有你 ❤

Mesto.

Ouch, but only for a while.

Sometimes I can't help but feel that our friendship is a joke. And a big one LOL >_<

But then, i manage to confirm one thing, 

it's words of affirmation. Anyone? Haha.

:)

dim. e rit.

原来到最后，我最爱的还是平底鞋。

Indebted to you.

"We each owe someone a debt of gratitude so great, that we scarcely have the means to even estimate the value, let alone repay it." 

I'm willing to spend forever, just doing this, just doing this.