沒有如果 by 梁静茹

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如果我說 爱我沒有如果

错过就过 你是不是会难过

若如果拿來当借口 那是不是有一点弱

如果我說 爱我沒有如果

真的爱我 就放手一搏

还想什么 还怕什麼 快牽起我的手

有个人说 世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死

而是我就站在你面前 你卻不知道我爱你

我常说

如果人类连爱一个人都被自己綁住

那世界末日已來到 不需要等到地球毀灭掉的那天

如果我说 爱我沒有如果 错过就过 你是不是会难过

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:D

hihiYO DAJIAHAO!
i feel high-spirited working in MOE and seriously,
looking foward to work every morning when i open my eyes.....




















































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boo!






OPPS.

Did we scare you with those 'ugly' faces of ours? =P
anyhow!
during work, i came across 2 names that i thought, were really beautiful.

An-Gel and Blessing.

how special and sweet, don't you think so?
their parents must have loved them alotalot..
for the former, they may be thinking that an An-Gel descended upon them.
And for the latter, it's a Blessing to have her as their baby!!




Aw... :)





HMM.. in future, i shall name my child Faith if shes a girl!
start thinking everyone!!! AND don't copy me hor!
i'll send a dog to bite you this fatty copycat!!!
(jiwei, your ahh-miu be careful ah)


up next, for the first time in my 18 years of life,
i finally stepped into a Pub!
i finally tasted alcohol!
and. i finally realised how yucky it tasted!!





omggg.. Can you see a Skull? So eerie.


we went to Harry's Pub @ HollandVEE,
together with my besties and colleagues!
we 4 ordered 1 Baileys,
and the girls were singing the praises of this drink lor!~
but when i tasted it.. it wasnt as nice as i thought it'd BE!!
like coffee + milk + alcohol = erxinnn X(
cheat me de.. :S eeew. i don't like it!
the bill came and it totalled up to about 2OO DOLAA?


waaaaaa~
so EX leh! Luckily we ordered our One and Only Baileys.
^ ^v
(OHYEAH. auntie spirit!!!)
but it was a brand new experience for me.. and i suppose i liked it :}
at least now, we can proudly haolian to felicia sun huihui saying:
"we've went to the PUB BEFORE leh!! HAVE YOU? guagua!"




lets not care about the guys laa! Girl Power!
ohyes, have you met the CHicky Club?
anyone wanna join? free names generated for new members :]


first up! we have,

一家鸡主, Zhang Zi Rui aka Zhang 鸡Rui

(people is 佛跳墙, he is 狗撞墙!)

鸡妈, Koh Zhi Wei aka Koh 鸡 Wei
(鸡还是老的辣mah!)

And together. we have 鸡飞狗跳!
giving birth to 2 cutie babies... ^ ^


Angie Neo Pei Si aka 安鸡牛佩鸡
(a unique hybrid of Cow and Chickeen)


Low Yu Ci aka Low 油鸡
(fine!! whatever the weather be fine.. whatever the weather be low..)
-extracted from PETS Textbook.

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Note: Pictures are currently unavailable due to huge body sizes.

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wahah oky lar enough of my crap..

im contented now :]

goodbye! we're alive!!

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傻傻的守护着那完美

却发现原来现实生活中

一切完美并不存在.....

being an idealist, i thought my bluntness wouldn't affect you,

to the extent i disregarded your feelings.

literally, i just cried after reading your blog.

somehow we tend to hurt the ones we love without realising it..

im sorry :'(

MOE WO AI NI (:

haaaaalo everybuddy :D

its me again! (ah duh its my blog)
i am so happy i've clinched a job at MOE!!
together with my dear Angie and Zhiwei! (and its our 4th dae at job le)
thankyou elainey for your recommendation ah.
it's $7/hour and guess wad??
all we have to do..
is to vet through the the Personal Qualities (PQ) of students and do neccessary editing!
COOL BEH? =p
aiyaya. easy peasy lemon squeezy one.

but, the BEST part is that we got to know some
jovial, fun-loving, PREEDY LIBERAL colleagues with an astounding sense of humour~

PATMA, HAASHIRA, JIAWEI, ZHIWEI, CHRISTINE.

we can literally laugh as we work,
slack as we work,
play as we work,
cry as we work (due to excessive laughter)
O-M-G.
how good can it be?

And today, it was a day full of wrong-doings man!
or rather wrong sayings for SOME PIPO..

when 喉咙 becomes HAW long. (hor angie?)
when mutton becomes MATTAN. (hor zhizhi?)
this is best & it goes like this,
we quadruples went to buy Sweetalk and we were served by this xiaojie from China.

WE: "一个honeydew milk tea, 三个honey milk tea!"

She replied: "Ok! 一个honeydew milk tea, 三个HORNY milk tea."

US: *silence..*

can you imagine??
and we tried our best to contain our laughter but failed....
so we ended up LOL-ing in front of her!!

*sings Cyndi Wang's Honey*
"Hornyhorny~~ dededede... Hornyhorny~"
so paiseh worsXZ ._."
no wonder we get so little pearls oni la! ahahahaa irritating.
but its worth for all the laughter.
OhmyGOSH. i cant make out why she managed to pronounce honeydew correctly, yet honey wrongly......
tell me who's the horny one?
*points to YY YH CS* =P


anyways ar tonight (i celebrate my love for yooooo~)
ok stop it YC.

we formed a 包 family consisting of:
elaine the 猪包 for she is glutton whos skinny.
zhiwei the 骚包 as usual ;)
angie the 尿包 for more details, pls ask me personally for its case-sensitive.
and im the 红包 due to the flushed, red face of mine you see all the time!


HIPHIP HULLAY!!
BAO ROCKS.
i feel a sense of pride working in MOE yet i cant explain why.

i'm lovin' it.

n _ n

2009, welcome.

2OO9.
its a brand new year!
01012009, the highly anticipated day has finally arrived.
so what did you do on the last day of 2008?
for me, i had a exhausting but fulfilling day!
yet i feel a little saddened...
was your day enjoyable, boring or exciting? hehe.

in the morning, angie, zhiwei and me went for a short short interview
then we had to rush back home to get ready for our badminton session!
wahaha that zhiwei played barefooted and kept jumping about
cos the ground was smoking hot!
you popcorn chicken!!
her actions entertained us a whole lot la :D

afterwards, i went to CWP to meet dat lazy pig changsheng.
zhai nan! always so reluctant to come out de.
we ate, chatted, shopped around the mall.. :)
im glad to see you on the last day of 2008!

YC: 这里没有东西的!

CS: 我们不是看什么地方,是看跟谁在一起..

aww.. thats nicey of him!

our next date will be the same day this year okay? hee i'll wait.


then, it was time for Countdown at Vivocity!
went to meet the women in black, Angie, Zhi, Felfel & Lian~~
wowww it's our first time counting down to a new year tgt wor!
YAY!
we managed to get some tix thanks to Rui En FC with the help of Zhizhi xiaojie!
the performance were okay,
but it didnt seem to inject a large dose of high-ness in us except Zhi ba.
hahaaa. i think we'd be happier if we hadn't been so tired :( boo
& im sad because on the last day of 2008,

i didn't take a photo with....
i didn't get to watch fireworks.
i didn't feel very high at the countdown.

for the new year, im sure everyone would have their wishes! tell me yours ah!

i wish....
to receive a result slip that'll make my teacher smile.
to nurture stronger and deeper relationships with my friends.
to improve myself. ( ie characterwise, interpersonal and communication skills)

wahahha something funny to share!
recently my granny asked whr i was going...
and i said i was going to my friend's house.

SHE: 去哪里？

ME: 朋友家..

SHE: 男的女的？

ME: 女的啦~你放心！

SHE: 为什么不是男的？现在可以找男朋友liao!

ME: ?!!!?????!!

instantly i was like open mouth big big??
how could she say that! HAHAAHA.
i have a liberal granny beh!
aiyo.. its not that i don't want one.
没人要嘛！哈哈！
or rather i feel that love is complex, tough to gather.
and there are intense feelings involved..
Love isn't ALL about happiness. (hor angie?)
at times, there may be anguish... conflicts.. loneliness..
im not sure YC at this age, can handle those feelings with finesse/maturity.
so in conclusion,
let Nature take its course and see who it leads me to in the end!
honestly, im feeling blissful enough just by having friends!~~

PRESENTING..

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OHANA.

MAXIE GUOLIAN ANGIE YUYUAN ZHIWEI FELICIASUN ZIRUI

LCfamily,

TSUHUI YINGPENG ZHUANGWEI YINGHAO JIAHUI ESTHER

JJC,

YANHONG YUKAI CHANGSHENG MEIXIN YIXUAN STELLA
FELICIATOH BEEHWEE LILAN SINPING XIAOBAI and 07S38!

QPS,

ELAINEY JOYCELYN SEOWTING JERMAINE

CTS BAND,

WENDY BEN KIKI CHEESIE

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a sincere thankyou to all of you.
:) and <3

Smile on & welcome a happy new year! =D

POTTY LUCK :)

POTTY LUCKY!

(iiii shd be so lucky~ lucky lucky lucky~~)

waaa its only 2 more days
before we welcome brand new year!
alritey.. today we had a 1st ever Pot Luck!
everyone bought something yummy.. wee~

angie with her cookies for her loved ones: 5 stars
yy with his hunny glazed chickeeen: 2.5 stars ( lack of sincerity aka LOS. )
guolian with her traditional curry: 3 stars
zirui with his boiled sausages: 2.8 stars (LOS cos boiled by GL's maid. exploit lor!)
zhiwei with her home-MAID jelly: 4 stars (soory im biased :x)
felfel with her black garlic bread and mocha cakie: 3.5 stars (this one also LOS!! haha.)
zhuangwei with his 3 bigggggg bottles of drinks: no star LOL!
yinghao with his black pepper chickeen + hammy: 3 stars
( at least his ham made up for the insincerity :p )
ycyc with her japanese curry: 2.5 stars ( it became a little sticky and hardy..ee!)

ohyes. we gobbled the FOOOD like pigs!
*gruntsss*
wahhaha. then it was Xiao Nyonya's time!!
we watched and laughed... poor yuzhu.
always getting raped :(
her acting skills is really not bad!

of course in the end,
we all enjoyed the company, the food, everything!

Joke of the night~

Fel: Guolian 跟她的小妹长得很像!

Zirui: 哪里会？这个世界需要一个鬼就够了.

wahaaaa. no offence arr GL!
dat old man, always so quick and witty ;D
lets have a 2nd round of Potluck next year~
maybe we can have a cooking competition or sth alike in future?
can't wait!

awaiting your love...

4 in ONE.

BOXING DAY: XMAS GIFT EXCHANGE @ TAKA~






YC MAMA
& MEIXIN MEIMEI!





























MEIXIN MUIMUI!




















YUKAI DIDI!




















YC MAMI!
well according to meixin,
YH PAPA has gone to make money..
LOl yanhong keliann :(





i had my second outing with GMX, YH & YK!
hehehe. went to meet GMX & YK @ taka in the evening.
GMX said she was there at 1 plus, cos she was peeping at yh..
proof: the handprints @ the little traces of vertical drool on the glass doors of HUGO BOSS!!
=pPp wahAHAH.
pooor YH have to work & he could only spare us a little while.
as you all know, HUGO BOSS is a high-end retail outlet!
we felt really stressed when we were in the shop lor~~ Omg.
i couldn't breathe!! hahaaha.
off we went to Pasta Cafe for our dinner, and it took us like 45mins for us to settle down and have our orders taken :x
eeek! we're really chatterboxes eh? the staff there must have hated us..
wellwell the pasta & dessert was HMMM~ yummy!!

after we ate.... it was time for gift exchange!

i got a cutie, yellow, smiley, softie ice cream pencil case from GMX!
not forgetting her packet of sweets and chocolates from Candy Empire!!
instantly, i felt a gush of joy coursing through my body when i ate them lor
NO JOKE!

i got a pinkish, monsterish cup frm YKYK! Am i really that ugLY?
booo :'( hahaa but still its very cute i tell you & i like it alot.
just like him!!

a round piggy mirror and a noisy monkey chain, was what i got from YHYH!
waaaa. how on earth did he know i needed one?!
or am i really that vain in your eyes? :P MAYBE.. lol~
and dat monkey keychain goes "plok plok plok..." loUDLY
& i got scolded by my sis when i did that at nite! :( hahaaa.

and i got a set of notebooks for each of us
i set my eyes on it the moment i saw it wor.
cos they came in 4 colours: Pink, Blue, Green, Yellow!!
consisting of 2 girls and 2 guys~ Just nice!

YELLOW for GMX
GREEN for YUKAI
BLUE for YANHONG
PINK for YC

we're the Happy Afro Family~! hehe.
to end it all, i certainly had a fun time with them!
i was literally tired FROM laughing at the end of the day.
(not tired OF laughing mind you!)
lets have more of such outings oky? i'd love to go.
goodnitey! :)

bbq. xmas eve. xmas. xmas exchange.

BLISS.

17DECEMBER2008 - 20DECEMBER2008

Days to remember.

On our way.. at night!

scenery at night! and i didnt know Angie can take such beautiful photos :P

Felicia : "Look at my new dance moves!"

ahahaa.

we love kbox! LAAAALAAAA~~ * glass shatters *

WOWW. such PRETTY receptionists!

there was an increase in orders for that restaurant lor. mind you~ XP

jkjk!!

ehh. OLD and UGLY guards =P just joking!


oiee YY stop peeing!


we're just being shyyy~~ 羞羞脸！



at the theme park!


zirui you MURDERER. and nobody was there to help! :'(



Justice has to be done. and yay! he killed himself LOl~



BRRR. special effects ;)

ON THE BED. woooo~ =x oh where was i?

can you see Angie n me? we're ATTENTION SEEKERS :) 强镜头！

sings: 旋转~不停旋转.. im sure Zhiwei loved this ride! HAHAA.

Ready.. Steady..

OMOGOD! i swear this was candid & i didnt expect Guolian to snap my yucky 莲花 face...

YUMMY, i love the taste of metal~ - . -

For SPACESHOT, you need COURAGE.

As you see in the picture,

Zhiwei: "Come on! I'm not afraid!"

YC: " Ahhh~ Save me mami!"
Angie: " 在我还没走之前..先看看她们最后一眼..."

LOL.

i went up with bangs.....

and came down with centre part........ = . -

But most importantly,

the scenery up there, was panamoric, majestic & breath-taking!

we were lucky when we ascended cos the mist has already subsided.

and we could take a good look of the greeny hills.. lush forests.. the boundless skies..

waaa.. the portrait was simply stuck in my mind.

you all shd really give it a try ;D

SEE ME FLY~~ i wanna fly up high~

taken on Lovers' Bridge. When will our princes appear? :P

What a Fairytale like merry-go-round! Aww..

Zirui is a 采花贼！

Baby don't go.....

But alas..... happiness is as always short-lived.

it was time to leave.. but together with

the gladdening memories we've weaved.

I LOVE OHANA!

:'D

忆难忘

ALLL RIGHT!

i'm back again. some updates on my lifeeee :]

1O DEC 2008

i went out ABFF (not ABNN leh~)

to newly opened JP extension!

My oh my, theres like manyyyyyy shops wor!

new hangout places for us! angie will be so happy

(cos near your hsey mah! lolol her new word: IRRI-NOYYING)

then, we went to town and devoured a Hot Chick!!

muahahahaa we're cannibals! kan bu chu beh?

in case you're wondering Hot Chick is a dessert lai de,
comprising of ..

snowy-white milky ice

accompanied by banana slices drenched with a generous shower of chocolate+caramel sauce!

plus a sprinkle of crushed crunchy peanuts.

drooling oledy? YUMMMM :P

Angie even suggested dat in future, we can consider bringing our significant other there

to hint hint them~

Stages Of LOVE.

1st stage: Lets have First Date!

2nd Stage: Time to have our First Kiss! (muacks :* lol)

3rd Stage: I think we should have Breakfast In Bed.

4th Stage: Oh no, we had a Lovers Tiff..

5th Stage: In the end? You're all but a Summer Fling.

COOL HOR? All the italic words are the names of their desserts!

how creative & innovative.

the ambience there is simply comfy and homey

most suitable for chittychattys..
secrets-sharing sessions.. gossips..

Our new found happiness @ SLICE at Far East Plaza!

Be there!!

12DEC2008

wellwell.

recently we had our SECOND class outing at Sentosa!

was rather fun throughout, until poor phyllis got cut in her toe..

she couldn't stop crying! literally in agony.

lets hope she'll get well soon!!

wahh and

theres this couple who were touching each other, kissing each other affectionately

in the waters for like 45mins?

AIYOYOYOYO zhen shi de.

they're like younger den us lor.. seriously in need of Parental Guidance!

or is it that we're too conservative?

As for TODAY,

A day never to be forgotten.

i had this first ever photoshoot in my life.

with DEAREST Koh Zhi Zhi the BIGGEST sotong camera-woman,

i have ever seen.

firstly. she told us that we'd meet at Doby Ghaut MRT station.

guess what? the actual MRT station she had in mind was...

Harbourfront MRT station - . =

what a joke!! cos both stations r from purple line.....

Zhi always does such last minute, yet spontaneous stuffy!

constituting life's little little surprises!!

waahahaha.

Okay, so i was to bring a dress, which was to be worn inside out,

cos she was shooting for her Rui En's song..

穿反。

unwillingly, i sobbed as i changed into the dress.....

the passerbys all shot me glares of disgust :(

as if i just descended from AHLI SHAN..

(hahaha kidding!)

OMG. diu lian siii le!

can you spot the zip? - _ - eek.

tada~~
our final masterpiece, with ANGIE and FELFEL as the blot(s) in the landscape!
lolol jk ;p then i will be the biggest blot lor.

原来衣服倒穿反

原来笑话闹了一场

我好想对你说

却害怕都说错

好喜欢你

知不知道

Singapore is a dot.

HI THERE! *sniff sniff*
when was the last time you've immersed yourself in the flora & fauna of little Singapore...?
or taken a deep deep breath of fresh, crisp air in a place surrounded by greens?

It was LCfamily Morning Stroll @ BB Nature Park!

The Big Walk!

Princess and the Maid.

YC: Why are you so short?

Angie: *cries*

GHOST AHHHH!

hmmm.. :/

cos we've all been buried under da insurmountable mountain of schoolwork and exam papers lor, right?

BUT NOW.. since da holies r here, i think we should all get in touch with Mother Nature!
im sure you'll gain a whole new, relaxing sensation :)

that will be nice.

towned today with xiaobai, fel and bee!
guess what? i had a ghastly encounter with a lady,
she actually asked me if i wanna become a
freelance model?
wadddde lor, is she blind or something?!
so erxin/ugly also want? (dat angie will be nodding violently i bet)
hahaha so of course i rejected her flatly :)

as we walking down the street,
i bumped into PAMELA and CHANGSHENG!
ohmyyy, the world is just so small eh?
this is da 2nd time i've bumped into pamela le :P

well well,

do you believe in Fate?

For you.

Never ever expressed in person, but today, listen to what my heart has to say.

Today is a special day, for it is my best friend's birthday!
- Angie Neo.

We've been through a total of 6 years of friendship
and she even hated me initially!!
How bad can dat be? Just because im UGLY?!!
*runs amok*
hahahahha.

i will always remember the kind actions of you've done,
the little little things you've done which really gladdens me alot alot.
For example,

buying chocs for me when i felt sad over Maths,

tolerating and comprising with my nasty mood swings
(which have evidently improved over the years of cultivation in the high mountains of Kinabaluku :p)

enjoying our 'Xin Fu' at the ice cream parlour sharing our girly secrets

snapping UGLY & UNGLAM piccas of each other!

her advices and encouragement (FormuLOVE) to lift a sad spirit up all the time!
..to mention just a very few.
:)
if not you'll have to read on for years!


sometimes i wonder why a person like me can deserve such a friend like her.
and because of her, i am willing and was able to gradually shed the previous skin of mine
into a better, much better person.
(now you can imagine how bad i was previously?)
im not bragging at all.
her heart of gold, her innocence,
her kindness, her fragility.


we laughed, cried, quarrelled, screamed, fought, smiled together.
She's a friend i wanna keep forever.

3 words,
i love ya!
The sixth element <3