Farewell my friend.

This is the first time after so long I've cried so bad, cried out loud like a child.

Black boy, goodbye.

I love you.

Take it slowly.

We're not broken just bent.
And we can learn to love again.

我醒了。

＂我发现这么多年来，发生这么多事情，他们都还在我身边…＂

＂因为你们的友谊经得起考验。＂

(:

Early in the morning. Why so sweet! (:

Learning to express my feelings.

I feel sad. Times for us to meet has become a scarcity. Yet, i feel that technology is taking my closest friends further away from me. It has stripped us bare from the many conversations we use to have. Or maybe I'm just too greedy.

Let's face it, we're already addicted to it unknowingly. Many a time, we focus more on catching up with the virtual world using smartphones, much more than we focus on catching up with the people who probably matter more in reality.

What's so amazing about a hyper connected world with highly disconnected hearts? Frankly speaking, even I am guilty of that and I'm really sorry. Perhaps, using it sparingly is the key. If you're reading this, I just wanna thank you for caring. Thanks for hearing me.

This is beautiful.

No matter how busy you may be, do take some time to breathe, deeply. 

Watch before you read (: Trust me, you won't regret it. 

An Interpretation By Sarah Mostafa Dorra.

The world has become a harsh place. One moment you're sitting reading peacefully, the other you're in the middle of a storm.

Though, figuratively, the storm could come in many different forms, they all have one thing in common – they can affect everybody except those shielded by the power of knowledge. In such uncertain times, when everyone sees grey, only they can tell the white from the black.

While everybody runs for their lives, Mr Morris Lessmore runs after the book he was reading before the storm came. The world is turning upside down, yet this is not enough to turn him away from his life goal – seeking knowledge.

However, if not refreshed inside the mind, knowledge gradually evapourates with time.

In no time, Lessmore becomes as black and white as the messy world he finds himself in. This leaves poor Mr Lessmore with a heavy heart – where could he find knowledge in a world where it has become so rare?

But knowledge never fails those who seek it. Out of nowhere, what seems like a book faerie appears to him. She leaves Mr Lessmore a Humpty Dumpty book which takes him back to the path of knowledge.

He finds himself in a library inhabited by millions of fantastic, flying books. And which he never would have found had he not proved his love and dedication for knowledge. There, Mr Lessmore, literally, spends the time of his life. The books provide him with all he needs – the wisdom of knowledge he needs in life and the joy they bring for the human soul.

Mr Lessmore, above all, shares his knowledge of books with others. He learns that just as a man is dead without a book, a book is, similarly, useless until it gets the chance to show its wonders to its readers.

Even in his death, Mr Lessmore doesn't cease to inspire other knowledge seekers with the knowledge he filled the world with. It guides generation after generation to the path of light and freedom of mind.

挑战开始（老师篇）

告别最爱的朋友，告别最敬爱的老师，我们离开NIE各自到不同的学校作战。这一天终于来到，哪怕心中有千万个不舍，我们已经慢慢的独立起来了。回想起在学院的老师们，他们都对我造成了前所未有的影响。


刘正平老师教会我，一个人要有着自己的梦想、自己的追求，人生才会精彩。


王兵老师教会我，在人与人之间的沟通，＂不要把自己当成珍珠＂这个道理，我还在学习着。


阿宝老师教会我，身为一位德高望重的老师，我们所做的一切，都为了孩子。不是为了获得些什么，也不是为了表演给大家看。而只是单纯地是想要孩子从自己身上获得一丁点什么。


最后，我必须说邵老师，你让我好感动。当天见面，我迟到了几分钟。他是第一次当着其他几位老师批评我。＂你不能迟到。到学校更不能迟到！＂听到这番话，我有些失落。不过你知道吗，到了自我介绍轮到我的时候，他就向其他学生说＂她可是大名鼎鼎NIE SHINE 的冠军！你怎么可以不知道啊？＂那一刻，他的眼光、他的神采、他的语气，让我深深切切感受到他是真的以我为荣的，好像在把我炫耀给其他人。泪在那儿晃呀晃。对我来说，那次的获得并不算什么，但他意想不到的反映真的让我的心欢喜、欢喜！


他是多么的看好我，但我却迟到，令他失望了。10个星期请你放心，你对我这么好，我要让你骄傲。


背着在NIE的甜蜜回忆，家人朋友的支持与鼓励，老师的话语，I'm ready.


For those who are going practicum,
你是大艺术家，你真心创作的爱无价。
我们一起加油吧 (: 加油！加油！加油！

瓦解。

The open wound from last night has festered. Lol, a part of me has broken.
I'm not a cleric. I'm not superwoman.
I didn't heal in time to face you again.
Before shooting bullets, consider a mirror. What really happened? :'(

Fin?

Last week of NIE, we'll make it lovely.

休止符。

一切落幕，完美结束。我们小小的梦想，终于成真！
虽然筹备的过程中出现许多磨擦，但我们再次冲破了它。
说真的，有时候啊⋯⋯ 我以为我懂，但其实我一点都不懂（：
也许，坦诚沟通能让事情简单好多。不过也没关系，不想再强逼。


经过这一次又一次的挑战，感觉自己又再次成长许多⋯⋯
我只想说声对不起。身为一个领导者，我还是有许许多多的不足之处。
时间管理、相处之道，竟是如此重要。如果我哪里做得欠佳，再此说声对不起。


那些汗水，那些付出，那些用心，我不会忘记。
谢谢朋友们的到场支持，看到你们让我真的好兴奋！
并肩作战，度过难关。这一次的旅途，感谢有你与我同步 (:


下一个未完成的梦想——Practicum.
我是战士，我会战胜！谁愿与我联盟？
感谢人生中的重重考验，一次又一次坚定了我的信念。

❤ With gratitude, 
La Emerald Mademoiselle 2013.